Sorry for the F words. but i just have to say it all out by today and now.

no matter where i go where i stand, there's always flash back.
i feel so fucked up at all times over same things at home.
sorry mum. im not in a good mood nowadays! bear with it.
looking at sweet couples on e streets.
i feel so envy.
but whats the use!
it doesn't belong to me already.
too bad, it's fated!
as for now, i just have to fuck it and heck it.
Ooops FUCK!
i can just breakdown anytime anywhere.
fuck it.


sorry for my temper, mum.