something bad happened to me today! melvin and i were talking about our relationship. our relationship started to get from the worse to the worst of all. feelings for you never fade at all but as for you; faded! im totally disappointed! what can i say..... all the heart broken words!? it's too late and hopeless :( you need more time to think. yes you can. but hope it's a positive answer!
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There's no hope for me! broke up. the saddest thing i ever met! shock of my life! my heart started to pump slowly. tears bursted out. tears rolled down my cheeks. crying in the toilet without anyone knowing! :( :( too bad this is fated! things that dont belongs to you, just have to leave one day. FATED?!?!? i dont know. heartache! PAIN hahahahahhaha :( no matter what best friends yeah. i bet i will take years to forget about it. oh man another sad thing. fuck*
happy youth day.



23Jan2005 till 3July2006 ilu*